How Can I Keep From Singing

“There’s only us
There’s only this
Forget regret– or life is yours to miss.
No other road
No other way
No day but today” (from the musical~RENT)

Saturday night I found myself standing at a well. DSC_0124

Staring at the darting fish, I considered the woman at the well.  Dry. Searching. Avoiding. “No day but today.” Like her and even the koi, at times I’ve experienced isolation or chosen to hide under a rock.  As I stood there staring, pondering….I heard these words: Women by May Swenson

I laughed. At the words. At myself. At my arrival at that profound, perfect moment.

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“No day…..but….” So many times we stop short. Second guess. “What if”.  Think too hard, too much rather than swimming forward or even resting in the possible….we stop short of ‘today’.

The now.  A present. Gift.

“There’s only yes
Only tonight
We must let go
To know what is right
No other course
No other way
No day but today”

Music and especially singing has brought delight to my life, especially nurturing singers. Mythologist Joseph Campbell wrote: “Follow your bliss”.  Often, singers take an abstract approach to the art form surrendering to the possible through imagery. We balance both worlds:  Art and science;  collaborating, joining with others to bring about a cathartic experience. To achieve this, artists become vulnerable and relinquish control.  Call it serendipity. Magic. Miracle.

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“No day but today.”

 

 

Gwyneth Walker concert photo

Just as the woman at the well, our souls and spirits thirst. We hide in shadows or dart about under rocks searching for who knows what until we find or remember those like-minded others.

“I can’t control
My destiny
I trust my soul
My only hope
is just to be”.

Busy. Excuses. “Let go.” “No day but today.” The path is there just as surely as the notes on a page. Trusting and saying ‘yes’ to  the possible then trusting others….

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We’re told that ‘hope does not disappoint’. Sometimes we don’t know for what we hope, which makes the quenching more difficult.

Standing now at a different “well”. This one is in the knowing that all will be well, grateful for the path and song that lead me to this day. There really is “no day but today”. Seize it! And SING!

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“There’s only now
There’s only here
Give in to love
Or live in fear
No other path
No other way
No day but today”

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